Its such a torture watching you brood ...

those lines crease your face ... that gentle smiled dipped into a frown ..

and your locked away behind your glass walls ... wont let me in ... wont come out

who am i to you but another .... but to me your a reason to be ...

i care .. only at the risk of seclusion ...
i fear .. at the risk of loosing you
i act ... with the constant fear of a man on the edge

what wont i do to make you smile ...
i fear .. ill do the things that will only push me farther away ... like a man drowning ... i jump up to grasp hope only to fall back again .. harder and deeper ... till in the end .. i wont even have the energy to push back ... and you wont be there to pull me out ...........................