Today it seems my life stands at a crossroad. And not a normal crossroad either. Imagine life as a bridge moving towards the horizon. The fading away of the bridge into the horizon signifies the distant future, the step in front of you the immediate future. I walk this bridge until today i stand at a junction. Choose the wrong path and you fall down into the abyss of "I knew better than to fall back into this ditch!Idiot" and the other is an unexplored realm with its own beasts and genies.
Ich
A friend tells me she considers me a good friend and respects me. We come closer. Earn each others respect. Learn more. I think i fall for her and let her know, she has a right but i do nothing more. She backs off a little. Understandable. Hurts a little but i know its for the best. She inspires me. I dont know what it is, heartbreak or romance, for to me they have been served i nthe same cup and i have not a drop of regret. :D
Anyway back to the road to the crossroad. So she still asks me for help, we keep in touch, have fun, laugh at stupid things. Its a simple life. Its a good life. I never asked for anything more. The inspiration helps me push through a rode-block in my life and i end up finishing my first song. To the one i owe for helping me indirectly achieve this mental milestone i dedicate it. She goes away for a month. We loose contact. Then when the bridges cross as college reopens she avoids me and as a reaction i end up doing the same. I sense a change in her. She avoids my messages ( faint memory from the past echoes, deja vu?? ) Then she blocks me from her facebook profile. i dont knwo about you guys but that doesnt make any sense to me mate!!! The weirdest part is ... it doesnt hurt me. Atleast not so far and i dont think im repressing ti either. Time does make one stronger doesnt it. Anyway, today shes back in my friend list! I can see her in other peoples posts (i did a thorough "am i blocked or is she off facebook check" dont wanna make the same mistakes like the past) ... its confusing :P :P

Nib
in three months i will belong to the world of the employed. Away from the luxuries of home, the fun of the hostel and the poverty of student life. Its like a clock is ticking inside my head. Life is going to change and in more ways than one. I dont even have a remonition about what this clock is ticking for. Just hope.

San
This last year of college has started of really well for me. From ending failed relations that were eating me up a little by little to getting a job .. Dm''' had me worried sick but i know he'll come out of the clouds unscathed .... and then pranjal came back to town and ive been having the time of my life since then .... but in less than ten days he'll leave. My college life seems to be taking another turn. While i have more friends than ever, it seems that with some people who mean the world to me .... that somethings jsut not right. Had we become so used to the pressure that we could only survive under it.... or is it the need for some space (that cant be it .. we've had way more than we need) or the uncomfortable division i nthe group because of my decisions ... i cant but help feel guilty at times ... but those decisions were needed ... while i look forward to the future .. part of my life looks back at the past and wonders .................