You have one of those days ... where its all ... i dont have a word to describe what i mean .. so just read on ..................

Its been over a years ince ive felt this way about you ... ive seen you through all this time ... seen u smile .. havent seen u cry .... seen u angry .. seen u sad ... saw how u can get bothered ... and how sometimes ... you might even let a friend hold your hand and cool you down ... seen u get what you desrve .. seen u fly ... shared ur dreams .... dreamt for you .. and with you .... felt your hand on my shoulder when i needed someone to guide me ............... seen you through pleasure and pain ... how you battle with the world for whats yours and whats right ..... how ur so sweet and delicate but strogner than i ever can be ... or anyone else ............ heard fear in your voice and acceptance of my flaws ... how u hardly ever judged me for all these flaws that i have ... and still patiently stood by my side when i needed you ........... of the day i told you ....... of how your the only girl who makes me cry .... the girl who gave me all that i wanted in life .. short of her acceptance .. and her love ..........  now i know what brings out the best in me ....... for giving me a new leash on life .... and a way to look at things and survive them like id never known before ......

its weird how i cna never get angry at you ... and how i always miss u .. even when ur right in front of my eyes .......... how i jsut want to hold u tight in my arms once and kiss you goodbye ....... how every night when i go to sleep ur the one i pray for .......  ur the one who haunts my dreams and makes it impossible for any opther girl to measure up to your standards ...........

i remmeber ... how exited id get .. writing those poems for you ... that little sonnet with the pink socks and the ivory towers ....... how i care only about your happiness .. even if it means i get out of your way and let someone else take the place i was hoping to be in ....... how u make me .. lamost invulnerable .............. its weird coz sometimes i just want to make u such a big part of my life and leanr all about you ............ how once truly i can shout out to the world and say .... i loved that girl ..................

how i jsut want to dedicate my life to you ............ dearest of all my friends ... the person i respect the most ... and i wish i can always keep u happy and safe ... and ....................... smiling

i just remmbered those nights wed spend talking ... about our lives ... of people and death .... travel and food and lessons we've learnt ...... talkign to you ... when i could forget all my problems ..and laugh with you ..... for horus without end ... feel free ... be myself ... be scolded ... be laughed at ... be pampered .... and pamper yo ualong the way .............. how can anyone say i cant miss u ... do i even need to say that i do ..... miss you...

my life is dedicated to you .... my soul is your shrine .......... ur image is in my mind .. the purest of bliss ... and ...................................................

i love you my lovely lady :)